Beginning stages

I took photos of numbers #1 and #2 of the 30-day clothing thing.

But for some reason, it didn't send them :/

But they were crappy photos anyway.  I'll re-take the photos tomorrow, when the sun is out.

About the 30-day clothing thing

I have a phone.  And I could send photos to my email. 

It's just that my mom is now using my phone to play this stupid game that my stupid ass sister showed her.

And now my mom is totally addicted now.

Fucking great!

<.<

So, that's on hold.  

I already got something for Red&Black Week

I also have some top that are red with black.

So, I'm all set! It's just the matter of waiting.

To keep active!

I have yet to participate in this (takes place in the month of June):

So, the 30-day clothing challenge goes something like this:

1. Your closet.
2. Your favorite shirt.
3. A piece of clothing or jewelry that was a gift
4. A shirt that you haven’t worn yet.
5. Your favorite pair of jeans.
6. A pair of pants that aren’t jeans.
7. A cute outfit of yours.
8. Your most expensive article of clothing.
9. A cute dress/ skirt.
10. An outfit you wore on a special day.
11. A piece of jewelry that a Grandparent gave you.
12. A piece of jewelry that everyone complements you on.
13. An outfit you wish you had.
14. Cute socks.
15. Your newest purchase.
16. You and someone wearing matching clothes.
17. An article of clothing that you made or altered.
18. A piece of jewelry that you made.
19. All your earrings, rings, necklaces and/or bracelets. 
20. Your jewelry box.
21. Something that you only wear around the house.
22. Something you only wear in the summer.
23. An article of clothing/ accessory that you consider lucky.
24. Your favorite pair of shoes.
25. Shoes you love but hardly wear.
26. A mismatched outfit that you’d never wear (go wild: earrings, belts, crazy skirts etc).
27. A hat.
28. An outfit you are ashamed to say you wore.
29. Something that is your favorite brand.
30. Something from your favorite store

Good hair dye tips

I'm going to be dyeing my hair this week and I just found this post. 

She offers some great advice I learned some stuff from that post.

Like not to wash my hair with s/c for as long as I could. 

What the fuck does this even MEAN?

I was at the beach last summer and I remembered this one guy came to me.  Personally.

I was waiting for the bus and I was talking to my sister and this guy (who I assumed was high or drunk) stopped walking and these words came out of his mouth.

Guy: I love the whole Goth look but you're taking it to a whole another level!

In my mind, I said, "Right on!!" and then nodded and watched him leave.

As he was leaving, my sister and I looked at each other in confusion. 

Here's a photo of me where that happened.  The bus was already coming so my sister took a quick photo.

While my sister took the photo (and weeks after that.  Hell, even to this day!!), I wondered what he meant.

Was it just nonsense from a drunk or guy on drugs? Did it have a deeper meaning? Was the answer right in front of me? Am I looking too much into it? Should I let it go?

* Bonus photo:

I AM depressed, bitch!

I remember this one chick out in the streets.  I was waiting for the bus.  My sister and I were talking and I see this girl coming with her family.

I saw her look at me and then she whispers something to her mom (I suppose?) and when she's in front of me, she sarcastically says, "Oh the pain!! I'm so depressed!!".

First of all, I AM depressed.  But the Goth look doesn't have to do anything to do with my depression.  If anything. it makes me happy.  It makes me happy (and frustrated) to dig through my closet and look for something to wear.  It makes me happy looking at my bookshelf and seeing it all organized and semi-Gothy (I still need to get Pocket full of Posiez and some stuff in my Amazon wishlist!!!).  I'm not exactly depressed every day and it's a nice little break.  The longest I've ever gone without feeling depressed was three months. 

Second of all, fuck you! I hope you get depressed so you could see what it's like! To have your fucking soul ripped to fucking sheds.  To fucking have your heart crushed and then sewn up and broken again and again and again!!!!!